The way he makes me feel

Just one look into his brown eyes awakens the butterflies that live with in me. It's like he triggers this new side of me. A vulnerable side of me. He's intimidating yes but he's sweet and not mentions he's on the football varsity. His names Max. I get really nervous just walking by. He probably thinks i'm weird or this girl that is just odd. I mean i am different in a highly unusual way. But that's what makes me unique...and hey opposites attract don't they. I mean he's popular i guess and i'm just another pretty face in he crowd. He probably doesn't even know my name. Not to mention i get extremely shy that i wouldn't be able to say hi to him let alone make eye contact. I mean i do look at him. Well we both make eye contact during world Literature. But than i start blushing and i look away immediately since  his friend sits right next to me and i don't want him to notice that i'm blushing while looking at his best friend. My friends even noticed that i get nervous and  blush a lot. When he looks over at me . HAHA funny thing is that they first thought i liked his best friend but than realized that i liked Max when i freaked out a little when i was put on the spot during World lit. I first looked at him since he looked at me and than answered and quickly just started "reading" the class book The Kite Runner. Luckily no one noticed because if they did id be dead of embarrassment . Since i'm a Zero and hes well the Hero in football. My friends say i should be more confident but i don't know its hard for me since i was rejected once in the past. But it was for a good reason and in the end he ended up being a jerk . So it turned out O.K. Anyways ill try talking to him tomorrow. Wish me luck . -Angel

We live in a world where losing your phone is more dramatic than loosing your virginity

In society now every teen girl has to face the rash decision of whether or not to lose her V-card at a young age. If you don't you will be picked on for saving your virginity for someone who is actually worth it. But in high school most girls will do it with the cutest guy in the school or the most athletic person in football. In my case i think a guy named Max . But there is no way i would just loose it just to fit in. In fact most of my friends lost it already. But unlike me i'm actually waiting for someone who actually means the world to me. Id like to wait till i'm married to be honest but we all know that's not going to happen. Its like us girls have to loose it or else no guy will look at us or take us seriously! Now hear me out before you close the screen or move on to the next blog. Guys want girls who they know they will be able to get some when ever . Or at least they know that they will gets some and than back out of the entire relationship. Its like a hit and run. Its like there are no good guys anymore. There like Chucky since they are called "good guys" but they dont exist anymore. Thanks to this corrupted society. But in the end the choice is yours. Hopefully you pick the right one.
-Angel <3